If I started I’m worried I would not stop

Can’t you see I cannot let you in
If I started I am worried I could not stop

When I speak I worry I will not stop
I want to write but I might not
Know when to stop

I’m lost in thought and I don’t want to come  back

Maybe if there is no start there will be no end

I’m in pain but I don’t know how to show you
It comes out clumsily and I don’t
Want to upset you or seem insane

I am atoms but
I have power like an ocean
contained in the membrane of an egg

And if I began

it seems to me I would not stop
and it seems to me I would not
stop and it seems to me I would
not stop and it seems to me I
would not stop and it seems to me
I would not stop and it seems to
me I would not stop and it seems
to me I would not stop and it
seems to me I would not
stop